{"id":1257,"date":"2010-03-28T20:19:42","date_gmt":"2010-03-29T00:19:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nedsnotebook.com\/?p=1257"},"modified":"2010-03-28T20:19:42","modified_gmt":"2010-03-29T00:19:42","slug":"balance-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/2010\/03\/28\/balance-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Balance"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Emotional balance. Now there&#8217;s something to be desired. In the Tenth Step in the 12&amp;12 this is part of the acid test. Staying sober, keeping in emotional balance, and living to good purpose under all conditions.<\/p>\n<p>Ah, but that emotional balance; not being swayed by my emotions and walking this path to sobriety without wavering. I know that&#8217;s one of the purposes of this Tenth Step. Actually all the Steps bring us to this point. But it&#8217;s the completion of the Ninth Step where we have stopped fighting everyone and everything. And it&#8217;s the point where all the promises come into play. They&#8217;re the beginning of emotional balance in my life.<\/p>\n<p>But it&#8217;s the Tenth where we maintain this state. And it&#8217;s by the process of review of my day that this is made possible. To tell the truth to myself, this is not always my favorite action I have to take. There is sometimes an argument within myself about what I have done or not and what is my part in correcting my character defects.<\/p>\n<p>I started thinking about this today, when the Serenity Prayer popped into my mind. What it is that I can do and what is it that is only God&#8217;s part in controlling my character defects. My responsibility? Talk about a need for wisdom.<\/p>\n<p>My enemies are selfishness, dishonesty, resentment, and fear. That&#8217;s what the BB tells me to look for. So many exams are filled with them. It tells me that if I had been more aware of Six and Seven, there would be less stress.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, this all started with the Serenity Prayer thought, which led to my review of the Tenth. It&#8217;s all about sobriety and the Tenth is always the test of my desire to stay sober.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Emotional balance. Now there&#8217;s something to be desired. In the Tenth Step in the 12&amp;12 this is part of the acid test. Staying sober, keeping in emotional balance, and living to good purpose under all conditions. Ah, but that emotional balance; not being swayed by my emotions and walking this path to sobriety without wavering. &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/2010\/03\/28\/balance-2\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Balance&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1257"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1257"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1257\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1257"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1257"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1257"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}