{"id":3602,"date":"2012-10-28T20:18:33","date_gmt":"2012-10-29T00:18:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/?p=3602"},"modified":"2012-10-28T20:18:33","modified_gmt":"2012-10-29T00:18:33","slug":"today-right-now","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/2012\/10\/28\/today-right-now\/","title":{"rendered":"Today. Right now."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today is a reminder of what I learned from my sponsor. Not to go ahead to tomorrow. Stay in the day and deal with whatever whenever. What am I talking about? The predictions on the storm coming into our area. It&#8217;s not here. It&#8217;s out there and that&#8217;s where I&#8217;m leaving it.<\/p>\n<p>That doesn&#8217;t mean that we just let things go. I can always be prepared to some extent. But I&#8217;m not going into what will or won&#8217;t happen. I lived that way for a long time in the past. Today is the only day I can stay sober. And that is where my mind is right now.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve seen what has happened to others, who get too absorbed in the future. Watched people who have gone crazy in anticipation of what hasn&#8217;t happened. If I really believe in what I&#8217;ve learned to practice in here, I need to place myself and others in the hands of my Higher Power and to deal with what is right in front of me.<\/p>\n<p>Part of what I have learned in here began with what for me was a huge step into my staying sober. That was what I so often go back to. The Second Step. It opened the door for me into a spiritual way of life that I desperately needed, even though I didn&#8217;t know that at the time. Thank my sponsor for that.<\/p>\n<p>The reason I&#8217;m going through this now is a brief meditation on what it is I always need to do. To turn my life and my will over to my Higher Power. The Third Step and beyond. Eventually the Eleventh Step. As human as I am, with all my defects and imperfections, I know that if I keep trying to practice these principles in all of my affairs that I will be able to stay sober a day at a time.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, just taking time out for a few moments to remind myself of why I am here. Just an expression of what I need to do. My gratitude to my Higher Power, my sponsor, and all those people I have met and have helped me to do what I cannot do alone. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today is a reminder of what I learned from my sponsor. Not to go ahead to tomorrow. Stay in the day and deal with whatever whenever. What am I talking about? The predictions on the storm coming into our area. It&#8217;s not here. It&#8217;s out there and that&#8217;s where I&#8217;m leaving it. That doesn&#8217;t mean &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/2012\/10\/28\/today-right-now\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Today. Right now.&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3602"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3602"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3602\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3602"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3602"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nedsnotebook.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3602"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}