One of the great gifts in this program are the friendships I have been able to make. Even as unfit as I was, when I came in, I later discovered I had friendships which had developed from nearly the beginning. And the fact of the matter is that I still have them today.
That was one thing I had to learn in here. I had to learn how to care for others more than myself. I know that my sobriety comes first. Staying sober is why I am here to begin with. But the help I have received from others, whom I grew to care for over time, is one of the great gifts. And what amazes me most is that something unusual in my life occurred as a result. I grew to love others. And I know that it has been returned to me from the friends I have made. Amazing.
And that makes me think of what this love, these friendships, mean to someone like me. I believe they represent what I cannot see or experience in here. And that’s what has come from this Second Step. My Higher Power. I think the love I have for others has made some kind of connection. I’m not sure, but it seems that way at times. Particularly if I will stop and reach out to that Power. Something I do at some point during the day. And sometimes that is a lot. Just the fact that I have been given gifts like a new freedom and a new happiness. The restoration to sanity, the spiritual awakening. And, of course, my sobriety. So much more.
Anyway I was thinking about this today. My connection to others. How all of this is a reminder to me of exactly why I am here. Like others like me, alcoholics with this disease, we’re here to stay sober a day at a time. We’re here to help each other when we can. To share and be willing to receive others sharing with us. Freely giving what was so freely given to us. I am grateful for this miracle in my life. I need to continue to maintain the hope, faith, and love, which has happened. Thanks so much.