I was thinking this morning on how much fun I have in AA. I enjoy it.
My sponsor Tom would periodically run a check on me. Especially during my early sobriety. Was I content? Was I content with what I had…right now? This moment? For this day? Never mind would I be content tomorrow.
Was I comfortable? He told me that when I was comfortable with myself I wouldn’t want a drink.
In all of this, he wasn’t checking me out for all the vagaries which life brings us. He was looking at my core being. How was I doing? Okay for now was enough.
So, I was thinking I’m doing okay. The joy of living is there despite myself and the things going on around me. Sober is good.
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