As our group celebrated anniversaries for sober members today, I couldn’t help but think of how fortunate we, who are sober, are.
The thought came to me, which is usual for me, that everyone I’ve known through the years is responsible for my being sober. Them and my Higher Power. They’re the ones, who should be receiving my chip. I don’t think I’m being too “humble” in saying this. I’m still too self centered to think that way. But I do recognize the debt I owe to everyone, who have contributed to my sobriety. Too many to name, but there they are.
It also reminded me that I’m no one special. I’m just another drunk, who has had he grace and privilege to be here today. No different than anyone in the room. We all have our stories and experiences with alcohol and the moment, when it became clear to us that we were helpless and powerless. And we all asked for help in one way or another and arrived at the doors of this program and were given the help we needed. Plus the gift of these 12 Steps, which changed our lives and restored us to sanity. The spiritual awakening.
At these thoughts, I had to step back and spend some time practicing the 11th Step. Being quiet, sitting in silence, hopefully seeking a conscious contact with my God. All in gratitude for all that’s been given to me.
Anyway, just taking moments to think about unmerited gifts I have received. Sobriety, the best thing which has ever happened in my life. Need to say thanks.