One of the things I had to remind myself this morning was what I learned from my sponsor. To have a positive attitude despite the circumstances. Happy, joyous, and free, I guess.
It was when I was learning to act as if. I was told, and it did work out that way for me, when I did, it would come true. Amazing all this stuff I learned in here.
The reason I had to go to this early on today was because of the fact it was Easter and I had to go over to join my daughter and granddaughter for the day. Unfortunately I was having a difficult time with myself. Had one of those under the weather moments. So I decided that the third part of the Third Step Prayer needed to be put into action. To deal with my difficulties in a positive manner and present a smile and good nature for them. I did and the day went very pleasantly. Made me grateful.
Like I said, that was something I learned early on and have tried over time to remember what I’m supposed to do each and everyday, whenever possible. No matter how I feel each day I try to put a positive face and light on the day. To attend meetings with a smile on my face and a pleasant attitude. Part of the Twelfth Step for me.
When I do I receive a positive response back in return. I know others have told me they try to do the same thing. It makes our day. We end up with a positive attitude for the rest of the day and helps me to better to handle whatever is presented to me during the day.
Of course it has a lot to do with trying to get myself out of my own way. To try to do the will of my Higher Power. To bring Him into the day, whether I am aware of it or not. Part of trying to practice these principles in all of my affairs. What my sobriety is supposed to be about.
I was aware of the God of my understanding, when I made that decision this morning. That’s why I believe I was able to do what I did. Makes me grateful. Obviously part of what this program is all about for me. To take action rather than sit back and wait for something to happen. No doubt in my mind.
Once again I have to be thankful for what I have been given.