Mind set: a fixed attitude. Both good and bad. This was something I was thinking about today.
When I was drinking alcohol, I had a definite mind set. Where and when was I going to get that next drink? The problem was, when I came in I still had a fixed attitude. A definite mind set. The idea of an open mind wasn’t there yet. My mind wasn’t set on a drink now, but it was closed to direction from anyone.
Fortunately for me, my sponsor talked about the idea of an open mind. It was his persistence and the effect of the Twelve Steps on me that began to open the door of my mind. I was to learn of endless possibilities, if I stayed sober. I think it was the introduction of a spiritual life, which was the key for me. I became willing to listen to others and it changed my life.
Having a mind set is, like I said, both good and bad. In most things a mind set narrows my life. I need to be open to options. To be flexible in almost everything I do. The only attitude I need is a good one. On the other hand, having a mind set, when it comes to alcohol and sobriety serves me well. My mind set is to stay sober and never to drink again. All the result of being restored to sanity; the spiritual awakening.
I have a mind set to try to practice these spiritual principles in all of my affairs, however imperfectly. The same with maintaining the Twelve Traditions. However I know I have to have an open mind in trying to apply this program. Sometimes, for instance, the best application means keeping my mouth shut and to step back before I act. Like I said, staying flexible. Part of that open mind. Sometimes it means speaking out, even when I don’t want to.
Anyway I stopped and thought about this. Both the good and the bad.