Talking and writing to others today, they brought up something so important to all of us. A good friend of ours is nearing the end of her life. A woman, who had given so many of us the gift of her sober experiences and directed so many in this program and helped us all to stay sober.
She was the subject of our talks. But what was common in all of them was how much we all need each other, not just as friends, but the basics. Like that woman, we all need to help each other to stay sober and help others like us.
When I came into this program, like so many others, I felt separated from people. This program taught me that I was no longer alone. I had all kinds of help, if I wanted it. It was there for the taking. All I had to do was surrender and accept what was so freely given to me and I would find the solution, not just to my problem with alcohol, but my whole life. All these people in here were ready to offer their hands and lead me to the answer.
But there was more. After that First Step, my surrender and acceptance, came the Second. And with the Second came the offer of a more substantial helping hand. That of my higher power. Like so many I’ve known and read, I almost stumbled and fell over this Step. But perseverance and the start of an open mind, along with the help of my sponsor and so many others, helped me to open the door to sobriety and sanity. I had the support of a power greater than myself and it changed everything.
I was no longer alone and alienated from society. I had found what I needed at last. Hope, faith, and a new kind of love.
Anyway, thinking and talking about our old friend and the help she gave to all of us made me think of that thought, we’re not alone anymore. So many good memories and experiences. So much love. I am so grateful for her and this program and the God of my understanding that I can only say it. It’s enough.